Archive for December, 2009
LOOKING FOR PUFFINS: SOUTH STACK REVISITED – POEM FOR OUR DAUGHTER
Posted by David Selzer in Poetry on December 20th, 2009
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Of course, by the time it’s my turn at the ‘scope
the bugger’s turned its back. ‘It is a puffin,’
reassures the RSPB girl – and,
since she’s pretty and young, I believe
that what I see is not one of the teeming,
noisy, noisome, nesting guillemots,
razorbills or gulls. A hat trick: ageism,
sexism, anthropomorphism – plus
being churlish as a bear rather than
valiant as a lion. Intriguing opposites. Grrr!
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We came here last when she was five or six.
Decades on, she stands with her lover
at a turn in the steps -Â both happy,
both blooming with her longed-for future,
and wrestling with the breeze for your camera.
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Some gulls have eschewed the crowded cliffs
to nest in the lighthouse’s disused kitchen garden.
We lean on the wall like pig farmers.
There is a dead chick amongst the gooseberries.
A living one stands, yes, surprised, startled but resolute
though even here winds roar like lions or bears.
I hold my breath…1,2,3…for us all.
AT MYCENAE 1984
Posted by David Selzer in Poetry on December 20th, 2009
Behind the lintel of the Lion Gate,
swallows had built their nest. Two Mirage jets,
burning Nato dollars, buzzed the valley.
A sweatstained, overweight American
squatted in the shade of the ashlar ramparts,
fanning himself with a bush hat. “Hey, which
pile of stones is this?” A veteran’s pension
kept him in exile. His mom and dad
had once stood arm-in-arm with that eager,
cropped marine recruit, who was altogether now
someone else. Thanksgiving and each birthday,
he would call collect. “This is the country
to screw up with your folks!”… He lies in the bunker,
smoking a joint. The black sergeant plays Hendrix
on his new Hitachi. From six miles
up the valley, NVA artillery
blow their minds… Parts of his skull were wired
like a broken vase. On the tourist bus,
his compatriots avoided him.
He smelt of despair, was a friend, a son,
brother missing in firefields of tattered
flags. Survivor’s guilt confounds. How he longed
to talk of Khe Sanh, how often spoke of
America! Swallows dipped above him,
under the gate. He did not look at them.
A BIT OF A SHAMBLES
Posted by David Selzer in Poetry on December 20th, 2009
Before Churchill took the railings, evacuees
from Liverpool were lined up by the park
one September Sunday afternoon.
Local residents queued to take their pick.
Innocent days! My widowed Granny
and two spinster aunties – ex-Scousers
(though Toxteth Park not Scottie Road),
the sisters Great War collateral damage -
lined up to do their duty. They couldn’t cope.
The one they chose used the ‘f word’
and wet the bed. They gave her back
- and mentioned her, and what she might
have been, until they died.
THE EMBRACE OF NOTHING
Posted by David Selzer in Poetry on December 20th, 2009
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Rome’s legionnaires quarried its sandstone cliffs
and Ptolemy put the Dee on the map.
William the Conqueror, in winter,
force-marched his army over the Pennines
to reach the river and waste the town – the last
to submit. For eighteen years, Prince Gryfyd
ap Cynan, shut in the keep, heard only
the river’s voice, dyfrdwy, dyfrdwy.
Parliament’s forces sent fire rafts downstream
to purge besieged citizens. On its banks,
King Billy’s infantry was camped
while, in the silting estuary, his fleet
provisioned for Ireland.
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The winter I had scarlet fever
my mother read me Coral Island.
While I was deliriously admirable -
with Ralph, Jack, Peterkin – Mao’s Red Army
crossed the Yalu. One person’s commonplace
is another’s Road to Damascus.
When the Apprentice Boys shut fast the gate,
they had the Pope’s blessing.
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Standing on the leads of Phoenix Tower
(eponymously, King Charles’), he saw
his cavalry routed on the heath, scattered
through its gorsey hollows and narrow lanes.
Watching Twelfth Night, Charles crossed out the title
on his programme and wrote, ‘Malvolio -
Tragedy’. He was a connoisseur of
defeats. ‘I’ll be revenged.’
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On a Whit Monday, long before bandstand,
suspension bridge and pleasure steamers,
two watermen rowed an outing of girls.
When one of the men threw an apple,
they jostled to catch it. Shrill scrambling
upturned the boat and drowned them, lasses and men…
A school acquaintance, bright, admired, sculling
late on a December afternoon,
somehow – where the river curves like a sickle
round meadowland – upset the skiff and drowned
beneath that ‘wisard stream’.
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Even here are Principles and the Sword.
Two Christian martyrs share one monument
on Richmond (then Gallows) Hill: George Marsh,
John Plessington, Protestant, Catholic -
distanced by three monarchs, a civil war,
a regicide and a little doctrine -
each burnt by the others’ brothers in Christ.
When Bobby Sands had starved himself to death,
some houses flew black flags.
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In the ten minutes or so it took me,
one bleakly raw February-fill-the-Dyke day,
to cross the ‘twenties suspension bridge,
pass the Norman salmon leap and weir,
return across the 14th century
three arch sandstone bridge to where I started,
by the bandstand with cast iron tracery,
the rising river – awhirl with the debris
of factories, mountains, centuries
- had covered the towpath.
THE SPIDER AT OUR DOOR
Posted by David Selzer in Poetry on December 20th, 2009
All summer a spider, mottled like a cheetah,Â
managed a web by our kitchen door.
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Tap the net
and it would do its eight shoe scuttle.Â
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It went finally:
but the engineering survived -
intricate, pliable, foolproof -
through seasons of drizzle and bluster.
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On an April day, a pallid sun
backlit trapped raindrops,
shimmering prisms.
We paused on the step, delighted.
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The power of things to strive to be themselves
is absolutely self-regarding,
and unstoppable.
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